they will call you and say I’m lost
for the first time I found the way
they will despair and crawl away
because today I’m but a ghost
we just live and then we just die
sometimes we die before we’re dead
when there’s no will to go ahead
I have to live but tell me why
make up a reason and feed me
tell me it’s worth to see tomorrow
while today I drown in my sorrow
today it’s lake tomorrow sea
what else is left for me to do
I lie in wait absorbed by guilt
my sentence is bender and filth
I sink into a darkest blue
today is a good day to die
to leave the world and all behind
I hope in death not to be blind
see what in life I couldn’t eye
4th September 2021
December 2021